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Sorry, for the lack of real hot juicy in depth posts... As you can see from my last post I'm playing with my little ones right now! I have 1 more week till my little ones {yup, I said little oneS} go back to school... Ryan is starting Pre-School Monday. So my nerves are starting to get to me right now. You would think I would be nervous about my HUGE install this Friday {keep you posted on that}... But, nope! It's all about my baby boy right now. I was never nervous for Taylor. She couldn't wait to get to school... Her first day I left crying, she didn't. Ryan loves Taylor's school, but he doesn't talk about it at all. I don't know if he even understands. I've bought him a new lunch pail, new chuck Taylor's, new Superman shirt... Got him a haircut... But no response! Maybe I'm just really sad that it's my last baby starting school {this momma is not popping out any more kiddos}. Sean, last night assured me that he will be just fine... He's a boy... Boys don't care about those things. Shhh I think they do! Hello, Ryan still has to get naked when he pees & poops, hits when he wants or when he wants something & can't really talk yet. To some he sounds like a drunken sailor. I understand him, but I'm his mom {insert... yoga breath}. I know I am giving him the best gift of all time... socialization & fun something a mother, nanny or grandma/grandpa can't do, but I'm a little scared for him. He will be just fine... He will be just fine... He will be just fine! But, if you see me in the office with no nails, a face full of zits, jack & coke on my desk {at 10am}, a huge cigarette hanging out of my mouth {ha ha ha i don't smoke}, circles under my eyes & my clothes on backwards... You all know whats up. That would be hysterical to see me like that though. So that's why I haven't really been posting hot juicy in depth posts... Because of this guy...
{ryan steven scully}
